Some random thoughts.

I dont wish to make covenant with God when I FEEL happy.

When I FEEL convicted. This will just fade away, 3months later.

NO.

I dont want. I dont wanna care which season of life i am in. Happy, Sad, Tired, Exhausted, Coped up with too much of school work.
I wanna hold on to my r/s with God. I don't wanna chuck him aside... when im busy.... whatever.

I need him more. I want to need him more each day. I want to need him more than yesterday.