At that split second when i was angry towards her, God told me....

i am here to be used by God to guide his people. I am here to do God's work,

Shuo nan ting,

i have no rights to even think abt myself. Do I feel happy abt this, do I feel like doing this, How do I feel abt this. cause if i do, then its a ME thing. Its not a jesus thing.

I am here for the lord. I work as if for the lord, not for men.

God, captivate my thoughts. That all i can ever think, is about you. about what you want me to do.

Like john the baptist who declared that HE must increase and I must decrease.