A gift of eternity

Its true, that everybody needs love. I need love. I need it alot. And to know that someone actually love you even when you're on your pjs, morning breath, w/o makeup whatevernots, its really heart warming. Yes, but.... other part from that, would he/she loves you when you turned into someone who is petty, angered easily, gets jealous, sensitive easily, when you broke up with him/her, will he persevere through out his life, spend his life and time on you, JUST TO LOVE YOU?... If there were to be such a person, i really would like to know why would he be so passionate in you when you've lost all sort of intrest in him.....

And yes, to find love, as a normal human being, we find love in the opposite sex. And there are so many many versions of love that we get so mixed up and confused which is love. what is really, love ?

To know true love, to experience true love it can be demostrated thru gifts, words, actions, thru its life. How many would actually TRULY love you with all their life. And love you till your very last breathe, just because he loves you, You might meet somebody at a certain point of life and he pampers you with gifts, with sweet words, just when you're down he is there for you the next min, he might accompany you when you're bored, but when you've got company you shove him aside. Sometimes this world define love is so many many ways that its not even authentic anymore....

But one person, i definitely have met and one person that promised me one thing. and also given me less things on earth but one thing, one gift he given that beats all other gifts, all other roses, all other kisses and hugs, which is gift of eternity and have showed me, and is still loving me and showing me as everyday i look unto him more and more. One kind of love that is the authentic love.

1 Corinthians 13

⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. ⁸ Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

I hear so many boyfriend giving in to their girlfriend when they kind of 'throw tantrums', but is that love? God's love does not delight in evil but instead rejoices with the TRUTH. I am amazed by how God can love me, and hopes the best in me, even if im like a brat who's so proud, hot tempered, hold grudges, but still loves and hopes for me. A love that you couldnt express it with any words in the dictionary. But only experience this love, thru the heart, thru the soul....