You can only just sit there and watch me cry. and do nothing at all. i hate it, i hate you.

BHCJ.

And i realised, no one truly, really understands me other than my mum.

its just a phone call............... and you're so................... sensitive bout it.

how can i even ask for the CBF from you on my birthday.

I rather not want anything than just an understanding and gracious heart that God can bless.

my emotions got over me again................ and im angry, im really angry. YOU'RE SO FREAKIN STINGY...................................... AND I HAVE TO LIVE WITH YOUR WAYS. and im so so so NOT OBLIGATED TO IT.