Thank kew Lord for the people.

As im looking at some pictures recently and in the past.

I've realised that you've brought me through with these people around me.

Either that they make/ did not make a difference in my life, their presence definitely made me smile because of your faithfulness to them.

I may understand how does it feels to smile when its hard to when everyone tries to be strong infront of one another.

I see all these smiles, and think about things.

Afterall these times, we as children of God, should smile at all all times, not because its a must, or whatever nots, but its because its great joy being a child of God, some people may not exactly felt the real joy and i pray for them to be able to feel this kinda joy in them.

Lord, thank you so much. deep down, i make struggle to have faith, have trust, be righteous, be humble, struggle to be whatever that you want me to be, one thing i once never had to struggle in is the heart that longs to depend on you. The heart that i never once said i dont need you. I thank you for all these lord.

there's much more to come, and i really pray lord i really really hope that. i will continue to run this race despite of all odds. hanging on unto this journey i have with you.

One last thing lord,

take away this feeling inside me, its hard to get out of this battle. but, yeah, be above my feelings, be above my emotions lord. you have to be greater than every inch of me, you have to beeee!!! i love you :)