Struggling together.

Yes.

I was being very honest bout ystd amazon's sharing. Am very honest bout how i felt towards the group.

and never had been that honest before. The kind of anger that i vented, but also holding back some of the words cuz I know i've been pulled out of this disgusting mess and emotions i have been in the past few weeks. I tried my best. And i truly truly believe in persevering even when you cant feel God is there for you anymore.
Bridget illlustrated an image of holding on,

when we do pull ups, its when we hang on there and not let go.

Tiring isnt it?

Its holding on till the very last strength you've got, and believing that God will lift you up once again.

At least ysstd's amazon meet showed me, and helped me felt the family feeling. The kind of..... 'together'ness in amazon. That we're ALL struggling through whatever, together. Everyone single one is lonely in this race with God, everyone is.. not being felt loved/cared. But we're in this together. We're all together. And to the amazon's out there, lets not give up. And i am saying this for real. DO NOT give up. Be it you're really exhausted, really really really burnt out. I say, DO NOT. And Persevere.

Just remember the times that God used to paved a way in your difficult moments, hard situations. how God came to asssure and comfort you~ desire that in your heart. desire them again and again. Do whatever you can to hang on. God will lift us up and out of our troubles again. Pray! and have faith.
I shall remind myself once again,

Gabrielle is a strong woman of God.

Therefore i am STRONG in the lord.