Whats up.

whats up with everything sia, and even myself. Sian.

This juncture is a turning point for me! for days and weeks. Like a cui.

i cant figure how people actually stay on like this when they feel that there's no reason for them to be here..........................................................................................

even me, when my heart dont feel that there's reason or purpose to do this thing, i feel so fake even when i know in my head but not heart, what should my reason be in doing things. like what sia. gah, im cheating myself, cheating everybody else. & what else, idk what else to do.

gah seriously, sucks being me.........................................

like no point alrdy lah .................... damn damn damn sian,