Friday, July 2, 2010

New thing.

Helloooooo guys! finally, i got the momentum to come back to blog again. Owells! this few weeks have been great for me :) i was soaked in God's presence and love! its soooooooooooooooo awesome, and i cant explain this indescribable overflowing of joy and madness. I was dreading to end school every single day to go out and be 'free', haha actually wasnt caught up with much things but assignments. Lolz, i've got lots to complete this weekend, but also looking forward to PROLOUGE'S hospitality team retreatttttttttttttttttt. omigosh! then, heading to town with Zoe and Co, this coming monday :)

i dont know if i should share this or not, but, i just really feel like typing out and share the goodness of God and his faithfulness to MEEEEEE ! :)
HERE IT GOES................ ;D
past 2/3 weeks, i kinda experience drought in my spiritual life, to be exact, i lost my passion for everything else. God, homework, life, friends? more of wanting to dwell in my own comfort zone and be laid back. I knew something wasn't right and something needs to be done. Not exactly waiting for someone to do something, but me to stand up and start evaluating on my own. Like what i've said in my second last post, i was in my own world of thoughts. Couldnt care much, but deep inside dying to get back on the track once again. this is weird, haha, because, i knew if i were to give up now i cannot expect what will happen to my life w/o God's presence. or maybe more of, i cant lie to myself that i will be okay on my own because i know what's life w/o God and whats life with God. I came to a point that i realise, God is so huge and im just a dot. but yet God told me he cherished me so awesomely. Just when i really was at the point of giving this race up, God came and led me into his arms, touching my heart with his love and embrace, picking me up and renewed me once again, I know there's always a reason for me to experience this, and such times like this, are still gonna be coming and coming. God just merely fed me a slight taste of it. :)
If we have chose to follow Jesus, it means we're gonna walk life with God, and walk the route that God has prepare for us ahead, also means life is gonna be up and down, up and down, down and up and bad/good things are gonna be coming and going in our lives :) The main point is, whatever bad situations you are in, persevere! times when everything isnt right, make sure we have the desire to get things back right again. We gotta be CONSISTENT! God is gonna mold you and keep on molding you! likewise said in the bible, God's perfect plan are meant to prosper us not to harm us :D i've stepped up of this, and im still not contented. never will i wanna be contented. i really hope you guys to never be contented with what we have as well. its just a portion of what God has planned for us, just a portion. There's A LONG WAY down! dont be contented and keep asking for more alright! :) i hope i've shared something great to you. hahahaha. alright :) i shall turn in and get ready to rise and shine tmrw for service! :DDDD

PS: I spent my whole evening with Bridget and Megan! it was great. I got my apple crumble pie + Icecream. & also talked alot with bridget as well! THANKS BRIDGET LIN! Im so so so SO honored to have YOU running this race together with me :)

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