There is none, like you.

staring at this blank space, dont know what to type/share. Same goes in my mind, and heart. I dont know what to say & i cant comprehend to what im feeling.

I lived in my own world of thoughts the whole of yesterday. Smiling was a tough thing. Yesterday was bro's birthday. We went out late at night to party world and k till 1amplus then headed down to sembw to grab supper with family.

I dont feel the same way i do..... like, im completely different now and then. I dont know what got into me, my heart tells me a thousand things. I dont wanna give up, but on the other hand its killin me inside. My soul is struggling to breathe and needs to find rest. I need a second assurance from God because i know only my life is safe and secure in his hands. I need to meet him, i need the passion back once again in my heart. Im not not never gonna give this up. I will run to the very last point to meet God face to face. What i can picture ahead of me is a haze, a blur image of where i am gonna go to, but i know whatever beyond that picture is God's arms ready to catch me when i fall. Lord, i need your assurance.