A minute ago, was going to different blogs of random people. Posting bout their daily lives etc. & there's always this common thing they have that i've seen. Like, hurts within them, bad memories that they're unable to forget, unable to let go. They feel empty, and i dont really know why would i wanna whip up a post like that :/ as in, yea. That was me in the past. Brothers and sisters in christ, that was you in the past. Everyone has their own story to talk about. Everyone has alot of things to talk about. & today i just really feel so grateful that I HAVE GOD IN MY LIFE. I have God that i can depend on. Seriously, i feel for those people out there. They're like living life, aimlessly, With a devil behind their backs. BUT i have found a life purpose, i have found a everlasting refuge, everlasting source of strength and power also, a lover(: (teehee) And this kinda drives me to do something. But God, time and time again. This passion runs out. This compassion for people outside gets dried up easily. God, people matters alot in your kingdom. W/o people, simply there's nothing. I wanna do something, open up doors of opportunity for me as i search for them. I wanna do something. Dont wanna step out of this holidays with nothing being done, fruitless. I wanna do something for my sheep. & lord, where you want to lead them to, speak to me, i will give my very best to lead them there. Speak God, Speak to me. I'm here! * waves * :)