I sense something coming few weeks ago and i have been asking God, why is my heart not at ease, i feel being kept in suspense, and i hunger for more problems. Eventually, something happened. & i know, its not another time for me to give up. though i can now rejoice in the fruits that i have harvested from my examinations period.
I dont wanna give up either ON ANYBODY, as long its A SOUL, i will never want to let it slip off my hands, JUST WITHIN A BLINK. & tell me, does it twich you? IT REALLY MAKES ME FEEL SO UNEASY. And helpless and, not doing God any justice. I'm letting myself, being torned apart, again and again because you, BECAUSE OF WHATS HAPPENING TO YOU, do you even know how much happy am i to know that you can meet me, or you can come for either lg or svc. DO YOU KNOW? a slightest response from you can even light up my day, DO YOU KNOW? maybe you dont, YOU HAVE TO KNOW, I just feel so, pissed w/everything you're giving me. NOT GROWING, NOT HAVING THE DESIRE, NOT HAVING EVRYTHING, NO HUNGER, NO NOTHING. & somemore i have to take step by step. AND WITHIN THESE STEPS, you're tripping and falling, stumbling, weak, & NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT, im so angry, angry angry angry AND SO ANGRY, REEALLY ANGRY.
IS IT THE SAME REPLICA THAT IS HAPPENING? you know, im not gonna raise my white flag, im not. IM GONNA STAND THRU THIS AND SERIOUSLY, YOU WILL UNDERSTAND ONE DAY. ONE, VERY, DAY.


i still trust you,