NICE RIGHT, nice right! i want! HAHAHA,
oh true :) I know Relying on my own strength is impossible for me.
i then conclude, relying on our own-self, our own strength to turn things around, to accomplish things, will drain our ownself at the end of the day, its really time to turn to our great God & tell him, we need him. Its time to surrender to him once again, surrendering our will to his will.
I had my HTA performace yesterday. At Home Team Academy, like i said. And, it wasnt really pleasant. Conflicts, here and there. My muscles almost tore. My both arms ached like mad and, this annoying feeling irratated me for the whole day , i almost went crazy when i reached home and went to grab for extraPanadols. And went to sleep straight away.
Me and danielle cabbed down to service from yishun within 10 minutes, taxi driver rock \m/ i was saying to her, 'who knws that might be God?' hahaha. and we still made in time, for the sermon. I couldnt focus well, the pain is really, irritating and im bearing it inside! I couldnt fully focus on God, during altar call. The pain is really distracting. But i managed to still linger on God's prescence for a short while. I feel really down yesterday, and i had to celebrate my daddy's birthday with this kind of attitude. Then head to meridian for a bite, yuqing came to look for me :) and massaged my arm for me. Haha :) OH YA! And i really thank God for my mum. She's really the best. I'm really sorry for everything yesterday. I couldnt help but to cry out to her, she knows me just like *snap fingers* that. It was a different saturday, yesterday :/
I had my HTA performace yesterday. At Home Team Academy, like i said. And, it wasnt really pleasant. Conflicts, here and there. My muscles almost tore. My both arms ached like mad and, this annoying feeling irratated me for the whole day , i almost went crazy when i reached home and went to grab for extraPanadols. And went to sleep straight away.
Me and danielle cabbed down to service from yishun within 10 minutes, taxi driver rock \m/ i was saying to her, 'who knws that might be God?' hahaha. and we still made in time, for the sermon. I couldnt focus well, the pain is really, irritating and im bearing it inside! I couldnt fully focus on God, during altar call. The pain is really distracting. But i managed to still linger on God's prescence for a short while. I feel really down yesterday, and i had to celebrate my daddy's birthday with this kind of attitude. Then head to meridian for a bite, yuqing came to look for me :) and massaged my arm for me. Haha :) OH YA! And i really thank God for my mum. She's really the best. I'm really sorry for everything yesterday. I couldnt help but to cry out to her, she knows me just like *snap fingers* that. It was a different saturday, yesterday :/
And, i woke up at 7.45am, cyril nudged me in msn and he's in KL right now. HAHA. Yea, around 10 am, my brother woke up and came downstairs to the living room passed me this card, from RACHEL TAY ZHILING ONCE AGAIN. I was suppose to go out with grace ng yesterday, but i really CMI .. lol. Sorry bb. Went to the airport to celebrate my daddy's birthday, then he fetched me to Jurong west to pick up something, (it made my heart melt) cause i wanted to go there myself when its around 8 plus, so he said, he could feel more 'an xin' for me, so hapee :) haha , went home, blowed candles and, sleep. My head was so heavy when i woke up in the morning today. rock on my shoulders. rachel tay made me smile anyway, her card was so cute la. HAHA, and im really encouraged by her words. She came by at 11pm plus or so when i was asleep. Before that I told her not to come over as im unwell, she told my brother to go to the gaurdhouse and collect the card from her! (look how clever she is in this) haha, thank you buddy, im so sorry for not keeping in touch with you. Or even replying your smses at times. Becuase i have a lazy fingers syndrome. I'll cure it soon. Haha, i love you alright. Okay, I'm going out afterwards. BYE! :)
Love Rachel TAY, & BB NG :)
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